loosing a true friend

" a friend in need is a friend in deed" goes the saying........
yeah its true.. very true...
well as far as my experience goes after a long search of a true friend i found one..!!!!!!
we have spent most of the time together nd sharing our secrets.
new year celebrations, birthday parties, going to malls,hangout at marine drive and a big support whenever I wanted were the memorable days in my my life throughout
even a small fight was like "once in a bluemoon"...
gone are the days when we used to be like that...
few months back a big misunderstanding between us created a big mess in our friendship.
now its like we don't even give a chance of talking to each other.
I have lost my true friend due to realization of bitter truth and things can't be set right.
The pain of loosing a true friend is much more than a pain when we burn our hands.
When i think of those 6 years i have spent with her brings tears in my eyes.... and now I am totally left alone and lost in this big world..!!!!
now I am waiting for her to come back because the known fact is that I won't find a friend in my life ever again....!!!!!!